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monday, niki came over, after she left i did hw AND I TOOK A NAP!
tuesday, went to janines with erica and mark
wednesday, watched this is it, and went shopping with ma and sis
thursday, zsaras with gelca then scripps hs for varsity
friday, went to zsaras with usuals 
 
everythin is goin by smoothly, and im slowly learning to balance my life. thank you aristotle! another bergan moment n_n anyways friends are the bomb, realshit. my rents are learning to trust me, thank goodnesss <3 im doin good in school! fck yeah, currently looking at a b in spanish, and i think a c or b in bio. CAAABA <-- my goal. A in berganz plzz!

ANYWAYZZZZZ, at my aunts house cuz the fight and yeah. im on my bros laptop in the livingroom, lol. im so not interested in watching boxing. :p like really. haha idc. whatever, anywayss random facts:

- my big toe is almost 1.5" and my pinky toe is almost an inch haha yucks
- hs life hella hit me durin the 1st wk of school. all nighters till1am, sometimes 3am thanks to bergan & volleyball -.-"
- im in 5 clubs and i wanna be in office for 2 of themmm
- i really really really miss my cousins in sf, and my grandparents in philppines )':
- im excited for thanksgiving bc im volunteering @st. pauls which i've wanted to do since i was 11
- im starting to like scary movies. i've been watchin a few lately and i haven't been scared. its more like amusing.
- im not really looking forward to conditioning for badminton. we better not do cross country again fck
- i am still pissed at the fact that ms. bergan gave me a B. i earned an a! im trippin -_-
- i lost my camera charger! grrrrrr

FAABCA

as you can see i obviously cant handle all adv classes. my grades are soooo dissapointing -_- but WTH b in bergan?! people who have a's dont even do there own damn work uhgg not fair. im not even a high b! >:o i have a 83.something wth hdgdjsgmklsd i work my ass off studying and doin everything to get a stamp! you dont even fckn know. i deserve a damn a in that class hsgikldjsklg! uhgggggggg NO FAIR >:( butanyways spanish is my absolute worst worst worst subject at the moment, fck! someone needs to buy me rosetta stone or tutor me in spanish, fck hate it! :p

anyways thanksgivin break needs to hurry the fck up cause i need a break from school

i dont care for your opinions, never had and never will. unlike everyone else im not gonna kiss up to you and shit just to fucking please you. like lmfao foreal, who the hell do you think you are. you arent' even that great so stfu. you actin like sum stupid shit. mm keep talking i really dont give a fuck about you. seriously over your fucking rumor-spreading bs.

anyways, school is very stressful. i miss regular english! im still behind in larkins, fml. when we have class discussions about lotf im soo confused! gahh. and in bio, my teacher favorites people and its so obvious that he doesn't like me. lol people in my class are like why is he so mean to you?! haha, hatee his teaching. uhgg 3 years in a row of crappy science teachers. sulzbach, gendron, and gough. oh hell no not when science is my fav. subject! uhg, and bio is my absolute favoriteee but gough makes me hate it. >.< spanish 3-4 is so hard! we learn new stuff one week, and then next week we have a test, and then the following monday its a whole new unit! gah, its so complicated. like foreal, i have a life how the hell do you want me to memorize 60+ words in 10 dayz?!?!?! uhg but besides those 3 classes, im doin great! A- in math, A or B in history, and A+ in pe. mm

"you should of went yesterday it was soo fun!" i constantly hear this! uhg its such a crapppy feelin though foreal. i mean im lovin volleyball and shit, but i wish we didn't have practice everyday after school :p cuz like, i feel like im always mia. uhgg im missing out all tha time. its wierd were not as close as before, but its so different now. like foreal were practically drifting apart! ):

wow! you guys fucking swear. i dont even fucking yell anymore, i hold that shit in now. but why the fuck do you guys still call me out on it!?!? "calm down yvezee!" like wth i didnt even yell so stfu bitch! you guys are always asumming that im soo pissed, like wth stop lecturing me, im fine bitches. and whenI AMpissed, i fuckin cuss under my breath, i dont even yell at you guys anymore. but irritating as fck that no one notices and i still get called out on it. and UHG, WOW. how the fuck are you gonna call me COCKY! you guys fucking swear like i think im the best! what the fuck whered you get that shit! i can easily name 2 girls better than me! and uhg can no one keep a fckn secret anymore!? i tell like 1 or 2 people something and then next thing you know the whole team knows about whats goin on! like wth, i told you to keep it a fuckin secret. UHGSDHFK. im seriously over all this bullshit. we arent a team, and prob wont be for a while if we keep this bullshit up. if you guys arent willing to cooperate, then neither am i. seriously im sooooo over all this bullshit! constant yelling and frustration, endless arguments and fckn people talking too much shit. honestly im suprised. i didnt know that you had a prob with me. you could've talk to me personally, but noo. whatever, make everything public i dont give a fck . you swear. uhg, whatever trust no bitch foreal. fck this! anything outside the court, i dont give a fuck. as of now, im only here to play volleyball. f the rest. seriously, im so fucking over all of this bullshit.

anyways, schools a fckn drag. i only look forward to bergan. so interesting, OH HEY, GOT 54.5/55 on her test! i misspelled minnesota! gah, see this is why i never check my work cuz i always doubt myself and change my original answer! but whatever, so far doin ok. except in spanish, UHG. this year is very stressfull! right after school i have prac or a game, then once im home, shower, eat, straight to hw. and usually in bed at 12 or 1. some nightz, longer. LIKE THE 2NND DAY OF SCHOOL, stayed up til 3AM! uhg, i am so exhausted. this month is not my month, seriously.

whaddup! so schools in about 3weeks? something like that. gah, i wished school was posponed to november or something! but yeah, i want a 4.0! i could of gotten it last year, but noo. AAAAAC, thanks for the c kelly. -_- gah. but foreal! i want it so bad. mm im still debating weather or not i should transfer to ap. is it too late? idk, i already have a lot of worry about- fam/friends, volunteer hrs, volleyball, & badminton. i think im gonna stop volunteering for a while. i mean, i volunteer every other week, i have a lot of hours already for a sophmore. but then again i love a challenge! n_n but if anything, i'll just stick to adv classes.

lol, in other news. there was a water leak in the downstairs bathroom, and so i turned off the water guage thingy. i was home alone, well my sister was home but her gayass still sleeping. but anyways, i turned it back on cuz i had to do the dishes, and like i went to the bathroom to clean the sink and the pipe thing broke and water came out like 70 mph, haha! -_- i was soaked, and so was the floor in the bathroom, and partially in the hallway. so i ran outside through my garage to turn off the water again. then i had to get all the water out of the hallway and stuff, gah. took forever! so i called my uncle, cuz my mom is in bev hills and dad was at work,  then he came and he like changed the pipe underneath the sink. then my dad came home, then yada yada. so we got a new sink and everything. (finally) bwhaha, but damn it was happening so fast! it was scary haha.